love has grown cold

it went too deep

i fracture fall

faults run deep

the cold ran too deep

oh my dear, i wish you could hear

my heart stammer

i don’t know how else to explain

this mess i made

listen close

heart stammers are to blame.

i swear and shout,

writhe in rejection moments,

lying in bed with Memories, she cries and pouts,

with me, in stupid closeness and clout,

stopping my sight to notice right out

im sleeping with rage, that’s her true name.

heart stammers are to blame.

fear is getting old,

i’ve lost Bold.

but hope cools my days,

and faith heats my nights,

given by love, every’s own, from Life

(JesusChrist)

my heart stammers,

i cannot explain

this love insane

this love re-phrased

i stammer,

listen close

what is he saying?