my mind mash is
a thought clash,
a thought crash,
a baffling bash of thoughts
advancing against
defense of an altervnative kind,
the kind that’s an internalized
defensive de-frying of the brain:
before it goes haywire…
before it gets too tired,
like now:
my head’s got a gospel choir of ideas
idea after
idea after
idea,
i feel like tyler perry’s madea
reproduced,
again and again and again and again…
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the thoughts, they burst out
unapologetically INtense,
often with OUTsense,
and often irrelevant!
they’re all so eager to be elegant:
thoughts of thoughts of thoughts of thoughts
each one priding itself to be a Thought of Thoughts.
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i record and write
‘cause i’d like to leave my brain-board white
and plain
so as to quit these mental-games
and tame the cerebral Ceberus beast
of this mind mash,
so i can get some sleep
lights out.